Cocaine blues

Two damaged souls out there holding each other up.

Sometimes one collapses and the other has to carry a lot of weight.

Others fall down at the weight of others.

Then both get back up to strengthen their resolve- to possibly start over again or to be stronger making it insignificant.

For us

Doing it all. Overcoming my fears and dislikes. Cheers, for us.

Lost it

Agoraphobia and unnerving state of mind. Collapsed composure, lack of self. Waiting for the tide to pass

Too much; too empty

In excess, glorified, but in feeling, hopeless, meaningless, and lack. My life full of boredom, lonely nights haunted by dreams and unconscious physiological effect.

It takes a lot of courage to confront what ails us, especially when they are figures and shadows of the past. The power they have over you is insignificant. Take me by the hand; I will assist you through the hard times and joyful times. Fight off your demons and off they will be-- ripped off by the hands of liberation.

I've relive myself in past days again. In fright; dejected as my wrecked self. These states given me all-- but it's truly nothing. Emptiness is all it gives me-- expectations for nihilistic renditions.

Haunted by the days of stagnant states.